insert something kinky

It’s a cool summer night not far from the ocean and you can still taste the salt from the harbor on the breeze. I am sitting in a room at a private club based on a mix of Asian color scheme meets the the Kama Sutra. My companions are two good friends and a friend of theirs.
It sounds like it should be a paradise and don’t get me wrong I had a great time and got a lot of business done. Still though lurking in the shadows on that dark couch with dim lighting and suggestive eroticism I wished you were there with me.
Tha banter changed from work to what women discuss in detail with their friends. And given the circumstances all I could do was nod and smile. It is funny that when people who are not in an alternative life style (kink, swinger, whatever), aren’t sex writers and are married make me uncomfortable whetheybayart talking about sex.
Odd right? At one point they even asked if the conversation was embarrassing me. So as the group pondered if the TSA always sniffs her panties or uses them to jerk off with. I can honestly say even as a fairly committed kinkster with interesting friend those thoughts never crossed my minds.
Now have an irrational fear about then using my rope for god knows what. Yet I did what i always do I pulled back, said very little. After all what could I offer beyond…there is nothing wrong with sex toys, not all perverts want to sleep with everyone. In fact I am highly selective about whose company we keep sexual and otherwise.
The truth is most dates I go on have far less racy and sexual commentary. And those are with people who I play or sleep with.
People whon have seen naked, done things too and might even have participated in a fantasy or two with. None of which whobhave ever talked about things that made me feel so reserved
Yet at one point a question was put squarely to me. I just shrugged and said “guess it’s only kinky the first time then it’s just fun” They laughed and I was off the .hook.
Though really in would have rather been with kinky folks. There is a lot less pressure to not say something untoward. Well that and none of my kinky friends have a default assumtion that airport security always sniffs their panties.

One Reply to “insert something kinky”

  1. Hanging out with vanilla friends always becomes more challenging the older I get. I’m not quite sure why, can’t put my finger on it. But I’ve no idea what to talk about, how much is too much, etc..

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