Malflic

Beauty always fades, and dies an ugly death

Then dreams just turn to dust until there’s nothing left

I know where I’ve been, I know what I’ve got

But have to stop and ask myself was it worth the cost?

Smiling on the outside, dark deep in my soul

Can not say what I fell, not out loud but so

Twisting in the wind, drowning in your kiss

Hate myself what I’ve become, how did it get to this?

Chorus

Nothing like they said

Nothing like I dreamed

Nothing like I thought it should be

Nothing like it seems

Your life’s so perfect, bitch that’s such a joke

Pristine facades crumbling, faith is losing hope

I think I hear god laughing, at me once again

The sound of one hand clapping, until the very end

Walking on the edge, of my own sanity

Long ago I lost control, nothing new to see

Closet whore, it’s all a lie

Nothing more, just want to die